Is Silence too Loud?

The fear of silence.. being able to hear every breath and feel every pulse frightens every neuron in our brain. Listening to every thought so loud turning into echoes, repeating over and over. The screams of our souls telling us about every deep hidden desire and reminding us of every mistake and regret we’ve lived through. Silence evolves into another languange, leading to seclusion. Though its an armor of defense to go on another day.. giving us strength to foresee and overcome every obstacle that hits suddenly. Assisting us to organize how to live another moment without bursting into pieces, so weakly. Catching us often gazing into the dwindling light of day, gradually fading into the nothingness of darkness. However its not all just loneliness. We talk in silence, speaking in exchange of breaths. Battling our stares, arguing without interchanging a single word. Enunciating so profoundly our agony or ecstasy in the stillness of it all. Hoping that silence would suffice what words and noise can’t. The depth is quite deep and the length is ultra long but the fear.. does the fear of silence really exist when though nothing is being said.. but so much is being felt… lingering the question, does silence even really exist at all?